updated at 12:23 AM on June 21, 2004 I wanted to say thank you to all my dearest friends who have helped me though a lot of stuff latley. I owe most thanks to Betsy though. For the past couple days we have done nothing but talk about whats going wrong in my life. A task for me witch is very hard seeing I dont like having people feel bad for my situation. Up untill this the only other person I was ever really able to talk to about my problems in detail is Holly. And babe I want you to understand I love you as much as I always have. I just have troubles talking to you over the phone sometimes. I await everyday that I get the chance to see you and it's true ask anyone of my friends, I miss you offten when you are not around. As for you Joe I know you are reading this right now and probably feeling left out because I cant talk to you about my problems as in detail as I wish. It's not your fault or mine it doesnt mean I dont love you as a friend or anything, It just means sometimes when I am talking to people about something that touches my heart it helps to have a feminen view on things that is all.
As for another thing I would like to add that I am extremly happy about. I feel like over the last couple days me and betsy have become greater friends then ever, sometimes I wonder if god sent her to me for god knew that I would need her if I were to survive. I love you Betsy very much thank you so much for everything you have ever done for me.
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