updated at 7:31 PM on February 29, 2004
Where do I take this pain of mine
I run but it stays right by my side
So tear me open, pour me out
These things inside they scream and shout
And the pain still hates me
So hold me until it sleeps
Just like a curse, just like a stray
You feed it once and now it stays
Now it stays
So tear me open, but beware
There’s things inside without a care
And the dirt still stains me
So wash me until I’m clean
It grips you so hold me
It stains you so hold me
It hates you so hold me
It holds you so hold me
Until it sleeps...
So tell me why you’ve choosen me
Don’t want your grip
Don’t want your greed
Don’t want it
I’ll tear me open, make you gone
No more can you hurt anyone
And the fear still shakes me
So hold me until it sleeps
I don’t want it.....no
It grips you so hold me
It stains you so hold me
It hates you so hold me
It holds you, holds you, holds you
Until it sleeps...
So tear me open, but beware
The pain’s inside without a care
And the dirt still stains me
So wash me til I’m clean
I’ll tear me open, make you gone
No longer will you hurt anyone
And the hate still shakes me
So hold me until it sleeps
Until it sleeps
Until it sleeps
Until it sleeps
This song relates to my life a little bit I guess... Holly told me something last night that i will tell no one, personally i think she thought i would be pissed or angry at her but i wasnt at all... I just felt sorry for her and sad for myself. Her mom relized yesterday i have no relationship with my dad, she hasnt even meet him yet and she knew that. I never told her or really anyone how my life is. I am alone when i come home that is why i like to hang out at my friends houses or holly's house a lot because otherwise i feel like i am comming home to a empty house everyday. I am lucky to speak more than 3 sentences to my father a day, think im being sarcastic i am not. I cant wait till i move out of this place.
Love You Always Nightengale
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