updated at 12:22 AM on February 28, 2004
Many tmes in my life i feel as if i am not good enough for any of my friends and expecially holly. I love her with all my heart and at most times i feel as if i cant give her enough. I feel as if i cant give her what she needs. I maybe wrong but i still often feel like im never going to be good enough for her and that she deserves so much more than me. I feel that way for all of my friends, I feel like i am a nucence to everyone i am around. I love all of my friends so much and I love Holly so much that when im with her i cant help but to smile, my heart sometimes hurts or feels some sortive pressure from the love i feel for her. And yet i still feel like i cant give anything to anyone. I feel useless and pathetic. Why wont thease emotions go away from me? Why cant the voices in my head be silenced. Why do i have to be a screw up and act so stupid in front of my friends? Why cant i stop being a furby? Am I good enough for you?
peace and haigrease
bryan
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