
updated at 9:07 AM on January 18, 2004
today a woke up to rain. i knew it would rain today i knew that fact for about a week now and still it came as a surprise to me. Yesterday i kinda woke up early and talked to holly and cleaned my room at the same time till around 10:30ish... I should have been at the robot meating around 9 but that was my fault. i cut myself yesterday and got really pissed at two ppl simona and myself (anyone at the robot meating would agree with me on this)
I got pissed at myself because it seamed like everything i tried to work on, no matter how easy the job was... i messed up. EX. at one point in time it took me like 10 min to screw in 6+ screws... NO JOKE! then me and mark had to drill holes... But when i drilled mine it was 2 inches in dia. and it needed to be 2.25... So Me and mark had to make the hole bigger but he didnt measure right so then the hole was way off center... And eveyone thought it was my fault and i dont like it when i fuck something up at all...
then simona... the first thing she does when she see's me is try to push me out of my chair (well she is sitting in her own) and kicks me in the face! so i got erick instinct kicked in and i gave her a very light punch to her leg... And she hit me in the face hard as shit. and everyone yelled at me! they barly even talked to her... now i was pissed i grabbed my bike and told eveyone id be back... i rode harder than i have rode back when i raced mountain bikes... lol... i took a lap around the school and came back in...
after wasting all my agression out on my poor bike by doing bunny hops and hallin ass around the school i decided to take it out on the robot field construction... so i picked up a drill and decided to put some screws in the field for extra support... I was pushing down on them so hard that at one time the drill slid of the screw and inpailed in my finger... i wiped the blood onto the screw and finished getting it into the wood... then on the next screw i wiped sweet on to it and put that into the wood... then i was happy... i went around saying i have liturally but blood and sweet into this project... i was no longer pissed...
we keeped working till we needed a saw-zaw so i called my dad and eveyone had to wait for him to arive... I was pretty happy because my dad was in his pj's ready for bed and he got put and brought it to me... i was suprised he let me use it i think thats pretty cool of him...
I got home around 8:30 and helped my brother work on his pinewood derby car...
I went to bed around 10 and that was my day...
Now i got to get ready because i have to leave soon for another robot meating lol
Love u all