updated at 9:21 AM on November 15, 2003
The trial
Good morning Worm your honour
The crowd will plainly show
The prisoner who now stands before you
Was caught red handed showing feelings
Showing feelings of an almost human nature
This will not do
CALL THE SCHOOLMASTER
I always said he'd come to no good
In the end your honour
If they'd let me have my way I could
Have flayed him into shape
But my hands were tied
The bleeding hearts and artists
Let him get away with murder
Let me hammer him today
Crazy toys in the attic I am crazy
Truly gone fishing
Crazy toys in the attic he is crazy
They must have taken my marbles away
You little shit, you're in it now
I hope they throw away the key
You should talked to me more often
Than you did, but no you had to
Go your own way. Have you broken any homes up lately?
"Just five minutes Worm your honour him and me alone"
Baaaaaabe
Come to mother baby let me hold you in my arms
M'red I never wanted him to get in any trouble
Why'd he ever have to leave me
Worm your honour let me take him home
Crazy over the rainbow I am crazy
Bars in the window
There must have been a door there in the wall
When I came in
Crazy over the rainbow he is crazy
The evidence before the court is
Incontrovertible, there's no need for
The jury to retire
In all my years of judging
I have never heard before of
Some one more deserving
The full penalty of law
The way you made them suffer
Your exquisite wife and mother
Fills me with an urge to defecate
But my friend you have revealed your deepest fear
I sentence you to be exposed before your peers
Tear down the wall
I guess my life right now most closly reflects this pink floyd song but I really cant explain why...
But i am ready to tell u what has been going throung my mind for the last past 2 weeks... That day by day receded before me... The truth i could not avoid that was comming monday...
For thoughs your dont know... My Father got my step mom (sherri) pregnate the day of the super bowl when the buc's won... The problem with this is that they have been sepreated for more than a 2 years when this even occured... Ok... But they are old now... Like in their 40's.. And.. I have a 7 year old brother(tristan)... And My dad say's it her fault she got pregnate... So it sounds like my step mom will be raising Tristan and the new Baby(luke) all on her own, at her house...
Not to mention this is how tristan is growing up starting to belive that this is how a normal family runs... Kids are born with a 7-10 year split in between... Parents are sepreated but that doesnt matter u can still have children... I feel bad for luke... I mean Im at that age to where i could be his father...
So day by day i get more upset and depressed about the situation... Holly has been of major support for me though... Look at her Journal... SHe has been trying to confort me in every aspect and it helps greatly... On tuesday i think it was when i gave her a hug i almost started crying... But it helps me to be around my freinds and everyone else at school...
I think i will lock myself in my room today which is an easy task because i have my guitar, computer, TV with DVD player, and my 5.1 surround sound system... and the kitchen is right next to my bed room so if i do get hungry im all set... and if i need to use the bathroom im all set too because i have my own bathroom...
I hope this baby will be able to grow up in a well suited enviornment thats all i want...
Curently listening to... THe Division Bell Album: Pink Floyd
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