updated at 10:20 AM on November 05, 2003
I messed up i shouldnt have said what i said.... When i told you that i couldnt trust u anymore i ment that your couldnt trust my word....
You know who you are and i love you, Ignoring me isnt helping my situation but however long it takes you to get over all this im willing to wait for u to comeback, because U are one of my close freinds and i cant loose you....
I am sorry.
On a lighter note then from my depression of previous circumstances... Me and betsy are going to start a band together... Betsy on Vocails and I on guitar.... We will be playing the songs that i have always wanted to play that never got to when i was in KOC (such as Pink Floyd and Led Zepplin and many other cool bands too)
I am in Mrs. Cory;s class right now and i feel as im going to cry.. luckaly i saw holly before class and she tried cheering me up. And Dane is in here and he is always doing funny things with everyone.... Josh is here too he helos me a lot too
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