updated at 8:28 AM on October 21, 2003
I woke up today with a message from stephen on my screen... Go look and read this: It was a link to his web site that i have linked to my to my site... It was a journal entry he made of pure emotion. I almost cried when I read it this morning. I am so glad to have him as a freind. I dont know what i would do without him sometimes... He says I was the one who helped him out in 8th grade but it was also he who helped me... Without stephen I do not think i would have been able to accept the torment of my Floridian life.
So here i am sitting in school in the media center messing with paul marks and giving him a lil advice on his movie editing... I got bored in TA because I had already finished my math homework and had not tests/quizes to grade so I asked Mr. Sullivan for a pass here.
School is Cool! NOT! i hate school but today i dressed up for nerd day... Ive been getting many complaments on my attire... The funny thing is I dressed up like how my dad dresses up for school every day.
For the last two days and I don't even know why but ive had sleep depervation from thinking of holly so much. Me and her have both been very close to one another in the last past days. I feel are love for one another is increasing...
Hailey and i have become better freinds in the last couple of day's. She has been calling me up on my cell phone and talking for about an hour almost everynight... I am beginning to finaly understand why she acts the way she does sometimes and personaly i dont know how she can live with her life. I shouldnt say her life is that bad... Everyone has shitty lifes in some point of their time but why did her shitty life had to start at age 9? You should not be a missirable person at age 9.
Holly I love u more then ever... I have thoughts of marrying you all the time... And personaly its scary because i am so young. But I love you more than anyone in this world right now and i know u feel the same... I woke up this morning and had a image of u waking up right next to me staring into my eyes... And for the first time in my life wakeing up to the alarm clock was enjoyable. I want to hold u...
Im listing to: All of the media center TV production crew work on their into for The Friday TV anouncements...
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