updated at 11:38 PM on September 16, 2003
I had a nightmare just 5 min. ago... U may think oh thats nothing but i dont dream (ussually) so for me to have a dream is increadbly rare, maybe once every 6 months a nightmare for me is like the unthinkable thing. I can only rember having 2 other nightmares in my enitre life.
I was ridding home from school on a bike, it looked like anormal day. It was hot probably in the mid 90's with the sun shining and it was about 80% humitity. Everything looked normal. Exept that i was riding a bike that was made for like a 7 year old with small pedels and crank and everything so you could not go fast on it no matter how fast you peadled. THen i felt something, A 6th sceince almost. Like that someone was there chassing me racing me to the comfert of my home. I was at Nina Harris, making my normal bike route home. I began to ride harder but the bike would limit my top speed. It whatever it was was still following me but in the distance I felt as if I had little safty with it and that i needed to get home and lock the doors quick. I rode so hard on the bike stuff started to break on it, like the plastic petels whould snap and break off so i would ride it with just the cranks. Slowing me down a little bit i past Hobo Joe on my way home he looked at me and wanted me to stop to talk to him but i did not. The weird thing was Joe doesnt live near me anymore why would he be in my area when he lives all the way in Largo now. I get to my house and drop the bike in my driveway, i did not care about the bike becasue everything feel apart when i droped it the wheels and everything feel of. Still scrambling for my safty I opened the door and slammed it shut as fast as i got in. I locked my bottom lock and gasped for air for the ride home made me exahusted. Then i turned around for a second. I saw Mickey... Mickey was my white samoid dog (A sled dog) I had growing up in chicago that died when i was 12. His coat was so white like he just had a bath but his fur was dry. Suddenly Bam! There was a huge enormise thump at my door. I turned around again to lock my deadbolt lock, i turned it half way but there was physical resistance when i got past the half way point of turning it. It felt as if something or someone had a key in the lock and was turning it the oposite way i was turning it. It was trying to get in. Then Bam i stood back for a second and light apaired at all edges at my doors. Bam and i saw my door falling down.
I wake up. My heart is racing. And for somereason i am trully questioning whats after death and when death will find me. I go get a drink of water then come here to update my diary...
Mood: Tired/Scared
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